GOAL ACHIEVED!!!

 I made it under 180, for real this time!  Scale is working right, now.  

Ozempic 1mg

 So, taking 1mg of Ozempic now.  On my 3rd week.

I'm down to 180.2 pounds.

Got a CGM last month.  On the last couple of days of the 2nd (3rd) one.  I had major issues keeping them from falling off.  So the first one got bumped off about 2 or 3 days after I put it on.  I called the company that made them, and they sent me a replacement.  I put that one on, and the second day it FELL off.  No prompting from me.  I was literally sitting on the lawn, playing with the chickens.  Nothing touching it.  Just... bloop...off it came.  
I waited until the next tuesday, which is when the first one should have finished, and put the 2nd one from the first set of two that I got on.  I put a big bandaid over it.  Worked like a charm.  

I purchased some sticky covers for them.   I don't think I like them as much as I liked the bandaids but the covers are water proof.  meh

I'm down about 7 pounds since I started the Ozempic 2 months ago.  I like it.  Some queasy if I eat too much.  But, I can live with that, especially if I don't eat too much.  LOL

Making hamburgers for lunch, cuz I can haz cheezburger.

Gonna have brats and roasted veggies for dinner, cooked on the grill.  Kinda be a late dinner.  Hmm.  Maybe I'll do it for lunch tomorrow, instead.  I'll ask John what he thinks. 

Got another appointment coming up for diabetes on June 20th.  Physical on July 24th.  Might take that day off.  not sure.  

3rd Week of Ozempic

 I'm down about 5 pounds, and my numbers are excellent!

I like this new med.  

I've also JUST started using my Constant Glucose Meter (CGM).
:D
Right now I'm at 109.  Much glee.  Cuz I just ate.  I LIKE THIS.

hmm
CGM says 64
regular blood meter says 150

that's a bit of a discrepancy

now up to 99.  

interesting.  Well, I like the device.  

Day three of ozempic

 Been getting behind on these.  Fortunately, I don't post on any kind of schedule.

A couple months ago I started using "Bydurion" for my diabetes control.

HA
"control" in name only.  The WORST numbers I've had, other than totally uncontrolled.  Usually 180's or 190's.  

I also felt really hungry on it.  I gained 7 pounds back.  Very unhappy making.  It also left lumps under my skin.  The internet says that they should go away in about 4 weeks at worst.  Dunno if I believe it, since I can still feel 6 of them, definitely.  And it's been about 3 weeks since the last dose I took.  Which means I should only be able to feel like 2 of them.  And they hurt and itched.  All in all, a nope.  I'm usually pretty good about taking my meds, but I didn't want to take this one.

I started the Ozempic this Thursday, and my numbers are slowly getting better.  160 something yesterday, and 153 this morning.   I'm also trying REALLY hard to count carbs better.  Might be cutting back a bit too much, I had a slight low this morning, and I had a fruit cup to balance out a bit.  Fish with pasta for dinner.  I just ate that.  (6ish)

I've started the 4 appointment diabetes education classes set, finally.  I'm gonna be using a CGM.  One that I can use with my phone.  I picked the Libre 2, I think.  I will be learning how to use it on the 9th.  

I've started walking again, after my back spazz.  Taken three walks, in the last 4 days.  Might have been why I went low today, now that I think about it.  

Hoping to lose the 7, then more.  I really want to see 179.  :D

That's about it for now.  I'll probably post after I learn how to use the libre.  

Not my usual sunshine self - a sad one

 Feeling moody today.

Kinda snapped at John, and made him feel bad. :(
Bad Paulette.
John is awesome. Didn't deserve it.
My sugars are out of whack. I don't think my new diabetes med is working well for me.
That probably contributes to me feeling icky.
Gonna contact my doctor on Monday.  

I just realized I haven't posted here in a bit.

Weight is up.  

185 lbs.

I feel fat and useless.  
I know I'm not, but it's how I feel.

I have been doing a walk, almost daily.  

Hard to do, when the weather is bad.  Which seems to be every other week now.  

Not many sidewalks here in rural-ville.  But the roads don't get a lot of use, so I walk on those.  The roads are in need of work, which most of the prospective city council members mentioned as a point in their profiles before the election.  

My feet are slowly losing feeling, from the toes.  

I wanna cry.  No use to it, though.  

My own life choices brought it about.  

New med leaves tender spots where the auto-injector goes in. Still sore from last week's injection, and new spot sore from this week's dose.  

Sitting here, doing nothing, my heart rate is 105 bpm.

:'(
If we have a measured number of beats, I'm running through mine almost twice as fast as most people.

That's why I'm doing the walking.  Doctor thinks my heart is "deconditioned", and needs exercise to 'condition' it.  

It might work.  Dunno.  I just take the walks.  When the weather gets better, I'll be able to take longer ones.  I just don't like walking in my boots.  And walking on the treadmill is boring.  I was doing some strength stuff.  Then my elbow started aching.  So I stopped that for a bit.  I  might start again.  Again, I don't know. 

I feel like I'm flailing in a pool, looking for the edge to hold on, and I'm too far in the deep end to get to it.  At least I didn't inhale any of the water.  

Just tired. 

Ouch

 Well, if you follow my facebook, which is basically the only place that has my links...

anyway.  If you follow it, you know that my back went nope on the 26th.  

Yesterday was, um, painful.  

Today I'm gonna call it 87%.  I can tell I'm still fragile, but the pain is at about 1-2.  So, my normal, now.  

SOOOOOO, to keep it that way, I'm starting my PT exercises again.  Starting slow, with the stuff my PT doctor initially gave me.  I'll do those for about 2 weeks, then progress to set 2, then 3.  I think it's 3 sets that I have.  Whatever.  When I get to the final set, I'll actually keep doing them.  No reason not to, since they're good.  I will have to modify the arm pull ones, since doing THOSE aggravates my elbows.  
*headdesk

I'm doing my best to be the best I can be.  

I hope you all can do the same!  
HUGS from the chaos creature!

Floaty head

Doily is done.

Sometimes I amaze myself. I don't know how I made the doily. I know I did. I don't know how I make many things, after I've done it. My eyes read the words, and my hands do it. My brain doesn't really keep the information. Fairly certain I have some form of damage. With the number of times I've hit my head, it wouldn't surprise me. Right now my head is floaty. I ate, and took my glucose and blood pressure readings. Mostly normal.  

Not sure what else to do, except maybe nap.  I want to go home.  Sleep in my own bed.  Wrap up in my fleece blanket with the wolves or deer.